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Sunday, December 25, 2005
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I don't know how I'm feeling at the moment but all I can say is that I'm having the worst Christmas ever. Unemployed and no bf by my side, how much worse can it get? When everyone is merry-making, attending parties and cosying up with their loved ones this festive season, here I am, all alone, wallowing in self-pity trying to figure out the 'void' that's within me. I'm not even physically and mentally charged to herald in the new year. Sometimes I'd rather be a recluse and stay indoors to reflect on the happenings of this entire year. I reckon I've had my share of good and bad moments, ups and downs, joy and sorrow. My current 2 new year resolutions are to get a job and apply for leave after my 'probation' period is over and fly over to perth. That will be my happiest moment. The day I re-unite with my love.
eileen relaxed
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